i can fly! at least, i think i can

Title: if only my life
Pairing: Dick Grayson/always-a-girl!Jason Todd
Rating: PG
Keywords: unplanned pregnancy, religious guilt, angst, Jason Todd is Latinx
Canon: Batman comics, DCU
Summary:


She cuts him off. “Dick. I’m late.”

Her stare is finally unflinching, challenging him to figure it out, though her hands still flutter around her waist.

Her stomach, rather.

Oh. Oh.

So, now that my castielfest fic is done, I felt that I could edit my final blindfold_spn fic and repost. I suddenly feel prolific. Don't worry, this trend will drop off soon. Now back to writing my spnrarepairs fic. *facepalm*

Title: these days (the world's getting colder).
Author: MF Luder
Pairing: always-a-girl!Dean/Castiel
Keywords: het, sexswap, angst, PWP, pregnancy, established relationship
Rating: NC-17
Word Count: ~2,400
Warnings: references to drug and alcohol abuse
Spoilers: general season 5
Disclaimer: All characters herein belong to Kripke and Co. and the CW.
Archive: My LJ, anywhere else, please let me know
Summary: If he could, he'd melt into her, get inside her so deep she couldn't ever get rid of him. Despite everything, he'd die a thousand times over if it meant keeping Deanna and their child safe.
Feedback: skin.walker2y5@gmail.com
Author’s Notes: Written for blindfold_spn on the prompt: Dean is pregnant with Castiel's child. She's about halfway through the pregnancy and is absolutely wild with hormones. Castiel can barely keep her satisfied. Originally posted here.
Author's Notes 2: This is part of my always-a-girl!Dean 'verse.  (Sorry, no clever title for it, yet.  Feel free to suggest one.lol) I expect more to be forthcoming at some point, but this is NOT a WIP. Each story will be part of the verse and connected, but a whole entity of its own.  The time-line will not be consistent, but will make sense. Basically, don't expect regular updates, but look forward to more. This fic can be read alone, but it makes more sense if taste of sin. is read first.


( these days (the world's getting colder). )

Title: Shadows Filled Up With Doubt
Author: MF Luder
Recipient: amor_remanet
Pairing: Dean/Castiel, Castiel/OFC, intimated Dean/OFC
Keywords: slash, het, apocalypse, character death, established relationship, alternate universe
Rating: R
Word Count: ~11,600
Warnings: torture, drug use, character death
Spoilers: 5x4, “The End”
Disclaimer: All characters herein belong to Kripke and Co. and the CW.
Archive: My LJ, anywhere else, please let me know
Summary: When Dean begins to torture again, Castiel slowly loses pieces of himself.
Author's Notes: Filling this request: 5.04-verse: established Dean/Cas. Remember in "On the Head of A Pin" when Cas says, "I would give anything for you not to have to do this" about Dean torturing Alastair? After losing his Grace, basically-human!Cas picks up the taste for pain meds, but for the most part, he's sober more often than not. When Dean starts torturing again, it takes its toll on Cas too for castielfest. Title taken from Jace Everett's “Bad Things,” another prompt. And umm, I sorta of included two of your DNWs so I'm hoping you'll forgive me since it is a 5x4 fic. D:
Author’s Notes 2: This is a little twist on 5x4 in that there is no past!Dean. Thus, the ending is a tish different. Make of that as you will. Bastardized a few lines from the show as well.
Author's Notes 3: Finally, the BIGGEST of apologies to the mods and to my recipient amor_remanet for being so incredibly tardy with this.

( Shadows Filled Up With Doubt )

Jesus, Christ, I'm cutting this one close. I officially leave in a half hour. For a week of positively no internet as I'll be with family. So I wish you all the best week and Merry early Christmas just in case you're not around when I get back.

Speaking of...it'll be my birthday when I get back (well, a day or so later). Yay!!

Title: Everybody's Fool
Author: MF Luder
Pairing: Sam/Jack
Keywords: het, angst
Rating: PG
Spoilers: None in particular.
Disclaimer: They belong to SciFi Channel and whomever the producers are.
Archive: My LJ, anywhere else, please just let me know so I can visit and pet my baby on occasion.
Summary: After an inquiry from Agent Barrett, Sam seeks out an exact answer for what she and Jack are doing with their lives.
Feedback: Mulder_Loves_Scully_Forever@hotmail.com
Author's Notes: Written for wench_for_hire for sj_everyday's Secret Santa. Merry Christmas!!
Beta: siberian_skys did everything possible to make this better and she crammed it into a two day marathon as I'm going to be gone for the due date. She is amazing. Anything else wrong is all my fault.

( Everybody's Fool )

So this is that gigantic fic I was working on for my whole week off instead of my sgabigbang fic. It's a monster size-wise, but I'm kind of proud of it.

Ugh. I also had to break it into more pieces then it was meant to be. *kicks LJ text box size*

Title: Proof
Author: MF Luder
Pairing: Madison/OMC (McShep UST)
Keywords: future!fic, death!fic, kid!fic, drama, het, pre-slash
Rating: PG-13 (for language)
Spoilers: All of third season
Disclaimer: They belong to SciFi Channel and whomever the producers are.
Archive: My LJ, Wraithbait, anywhere else, let me know.
Summary: Since she was twelve, Madison has lived with her uncle, Rodney McKay. Once brilliant, Rodney fell ill and Madison has cared for him ever since. Following his death, Madison has to face her own fears and emotions, even as someone new comes into her life. Joe was a student of her uncle's and now he's sorting through Rodney's notebook legacy. But a mysterious notebook surfaces and Madison will be forced to face just how much of her family's genius—or madness—she inherited. And in the end, Joe and she may have more in common than she ever realized.
Feedback: Mulder_Loves_Scully_Forever@hotmail.com
Author's Notes: I don't know if this has been done before or not. I'm hoping not, but rather surprised if it hasn't. This entire fic is based off the play Proof by David Auburn: a truly good piece of theater. A few lines of dialogue throughout are taken directly from the play (especially just about any line referencing math and the band comments). The character Kristine, in the play is actually the main character's sister, but as Madison doesn't have an older sibling, I changed it to close friend.
Beta Thanks: The wonderful let_fate_decide who was so kind to read through this huge piece of writing.

( Proof Part 1a )

Part 1b

ZOMG IT'S HET. Yes, yes, I have delved back into that genre for only the second time ever, but hey, stop looking at me like that.

My first SGA fic. It's nothing incredibly introspective or even action-packed, but I love the idea of John/Atlantis OTP. I'm really sad that come later second season and third season they kind of dropped off on John and Atlantis and the whole gene thing. So, here's my own little exploration.

Title: An Ever-Fixed Mark
Author: MF Luder
Pairing: John/Atlantis, pre-Sheppard/McKay
Keywords: het, slashy notions
Rating: R
Spoilers: General first and second seasons
Disclaimer: They belong to SciFi Channel and whomever the producers are.
Archive: My LJ, anywhere else, please just let me know so I can visit and pet my baby on occasion.
Summary: Atlantis welcomes John with open arms, but she’s not what he needs.
Feedback: Mulder_Loves_Scully_Forever@hotmail.com
Author's Notes: Title from Shakespeare’s 116th sonnet.
Beta Thanks: purenightshade was wonderful to help!!

( An Ever-Fixed Mark )

A few things before we get to the fic. First off--go vote!!! I don't care who, just do your civic duty!

And second, I love what a bundle of contridictions us Minnesotans are. We wear sweatshirts and shorts in 30 degree weather. I was traversing some neighborhoods tonight and this is what I saw. Green grass. Check. Brown leaves on the ground and dead trees. Check. Winter decorations (xmas lights, giant snowflakes, etc). Check. And people grilling. Check. No matter what, we got all the seasons happening here in MN. LOL!!

Finally, I have fic for you. Part 3 of The Ides of the Mothmen. I feel like its been awhile.

( Mothmen P3 this way... )

Wh00t! More SPN fic from me. This is the fic that got me through my pornstipation period. And so that should tell you something. LOL

Title: Pheromone, My Lovely
Author: MF Luder
Category: Sam/Dean, crossover with Lois and Clark: The New Adventures of Superman, Lois, Clark, Lex, other small characters
Summary: A woman strikes her 'Revenge' on the city of Metropolis, but Sam and Dean think it's a love demon.

( Pheremone, My Lovely )

And if anyone knows any Lois and Clark archives this would be acceptable at...let me know.

Ok, I promise. This is my last post before leaving. So what we have here is the first part of a new SPN fic. It's a WIP so I hope you'll forgive me. Hopefully, I'll have more of this and more Heaven Can Wait when I get back. No, I haven't forgotten that fic, I promise.

Title: Ides of the Mothmen
Author: MF Luder
Category: Sam/Dean, OFC, Dean/OFC
Summary: A simple poltergeist case turns into something much more haunting and mysterious. Clues towards an impending disaster are around every twist and turn, and three people seem to have the key. When Dean begins experiencing visions, will Sam think he's going crazy? How much can Dean take before he breaks?

( Ides of the Mothmen )