Drabbles

[mf_luder_xf]

Got back from a nice long walk to the bank and the grocery store.  Whee.  Now I'm watching Dark Angel.  And ok, it's pretty damn cheesy.  But I love Michael Weatherly and eventually Jensen will be on.  Michael's hair cracks me up.  Jessica Alba though...why does everyone think she's the most gorgeous thing ever?  I mean she is pretty and a gazillion times more beautiful than me.  But her lips...they bug me.  They're bigger than Angelina's.  LOL I'm mean.  I'll stop now.

I wrote two drabbles today, the first ones ever.  One XF and one Supernatural.  They compliment each other but they're not the same.  And the XF one--first time in...oh, two months I've been inspired. 

Unbetaed.

Title: Not Him
Author: MF Luder
Fandom: X-Files
Keywords: het, slash
Pairing: MSR, implied Mulder/Krycek
Rating: R
Spoilers: None
Disclaimer: They belong to CC and Fox.
Summary: Mulder's wishing he were with someone else.
Feedback: Mulder_Loves_Scully_Forever@hotmail.com

Mulder glanced at the curvaceous body beneath his. Smooth arms reached around his neck—his back—sliding a long-fingered hand through a sheen of sweat.

He kissed the lush mouth and stared into ice blue eyes, desperate to feel something. But they weren't the calm, calculating jade which always melted like honey when they'd been like this.

Breasts couldn't replace the memory of hard muscle under his hands; the powerful feeling he achieved thrusting into soft folds couldn't compare to the unbridled need he'd shared before.

“I—I can't. You're not him.”

A soft kiss told him she understood.

Title: Broken
Author: MF Luder
Fandom: Supernatural
Keywords: Wincest, slash, het
Pairing: Sam/Dean, implied Sam/Jess
Rating: R
Spoilers: None
Disclaimer: They belong to the WB and whoever produces the show.
Summary: Sam's wishing he were with someone else.
Feedback: Mulder_Loves_Scully_Forever@hotmail.com

He stared down at the body below him, featuring golden angles, taut muscles, glistening sweat. Green eyes glowed; love and desire for him.

“It's alright, Sammy,” Dean encouraged as he arched into Sam's touch.

But even as Sam pushed in, loving the tightness that was no one else's—saved, just for him—he longed for pale curves, blonde tresses instead of a short crop. He wanted that warm home feeling he'd once had.

He stopped, head resting on Dean's trembling chest.

“I'm sorry, I can't. You're not her.”

Dean, voice broken, just held him, stroking his back. “It's alright, Sammy.”

Comments

[http://users.livejournal.com/__3amconfession/]

Oh! *flails*

Sammy! *flails more*

OH! *faints*

That was... wow. I... yeah. *speechless* Seriously, that was poignant. (hee)

Oh, I think I am going to cry, such a beautiful Dean. Beautiful, broken Sam.

[mf_luder_xf]

that was poignant

*feels proud* And that's a great compliment. :-)

Thank YOU!!! That comments almost as long as the fic. I'm am pleasantly surprised.

*loves*

[http://users.livejournal.com/__3amconfession/]

You're very welcome!

*loves back*

*rereads* OH!

[mf_luder_xf]

You flatter me so much. *blushes* ♥

[http://users.livejournal.com/__3amconfession/]

Hee!

[karendreamer.livejournal.com]

Oh, so subtle, yet angsty and intense. Lovely.

[mf_luder_xf]

Thank you!! I've been attempting to challenge myself to get more said in fewer words. :-)

[foxestacado.livejournal.com]

Um. *rubs*

*runs away*

[mf_luder_xf]

Hee. Was that a good rub? Like a Buddha rub? *g*

[foxestacado.livejournal.com]

*completely innocently*

What is a Buddha rub?

[mf_luder_xf]

The superstition that if you rub the fat Buddha's belly (like a statue) it gives you good luck.

[foxestacado.livejournal.com]

Oh I knew that.

But I thought it was the Buddha's head, too?

And no, my rub was a *good* rub :D

*scurries away*

[mf_luder_xf]

I always thought it was just the belly. Hmm.

I see. That kind of rub. ;-) Thanks!

[foxestacado.livejournal.com]

leeleeeleee!

*squeals, jumps, turns in circles, and runs away*

[mf_luder_xf]

Hee!!

*chases after you*

[foxestacado.livejournal.com]

HEHEHEE! We're naughty wood nymphs! HEEE!!

[mf_luder_xf]

Dude. Totally made me choke on my soda. LOL

*kicks her heels up and squeals*

[acostilow.livejournal.com]

Oh. Oh, Sam. How heart-breaking.

[mf_luder_xf]

*pets*

Thanks for reading, hun.

[zenamydog.livejournal.com]

OHHHHHHHH that was loverly, i just think its so poinent (however you spell it) that Dean loves Sammy that much!

[mf_luder_xf]

poignant? ;-)

Thank you very much!

[ladymidath.livejournal.com]

So sad and angsty, lovely reading. :-)

[mf_luder_xf]

Thank you!!

[kinkynicky.livejournal.com]

You've made me hate him.

Why would you do that?


I know that he's broken, but Dean? Dean is perfect and right there all for him and...*whimper*

I'm not talking to him anymore.

[mf_luder_xf]

Ohhh...don't hate Sam!! I didn't mean to do that. They're just both broken boys.

Thanks so muc fr reading!!

[griva-x.livejournal.com]

Oh god, Mulder going impotent on Scully. /grins/ That's one claptrap! If seriously, I can imagine this one. /grins wider/ And Scully's got a curvaceous body? Hmmm. Maybe she's just not my type. She's got one nice mouth, for sure. Though Mulder's is the lushest. :)

PS: I'm just playing goofy from the heat here. If seriously, I admire you for putting those into a situation like this one.

[mf_luder_xf]

LOL The curvaceous was more or less to let the reader know it was a woman, not a man. But yeah, she's a little curvy. lol You know, Scully's mouth has never interested me. I mean, I guess I'm jealous because men seem to love it, but I myself have more of a Mulder mouth (but girlier? lol) and I've always found it my one nice attribute.

Hee. Thanks!!

[gonattsaga.livejournal.com]

Lovely, both of them. Although, I have no idea what Supernatural is, but I love X files all the more, so I figured it got balanced out... (I don't know if there's any logic in there, but never mind that.) Beautiful drabbles, so much spoken in so few words. You should definitely make a habit of this drabble-writing buisness... :)

[mf_luder_xf]

No idea of what Supernatural is?!?! LOl That's ok. It's a show on the CW (formerly the WB) and it stars some amazingly gorgeous men.

Thank you so very, very much!! Your compliment is so wonderful because that's what I've been hoping to do. I'm really trying to challenge myself with consiceness when I should have it, rather than rambling. :-)

[gonattsaga.livejournal.com]

Oh, yeah well, I live in Sweden, I don't think it's broadcast here... :)

And you're welcome! ;)

[nattybear.livejournal.com]

OMG THAT DRABBLE JUST KILLED ME.
Again.
Poor Dean!! *wails*
Um, so, I think I need to friend you. Is that alright? I'm already a huge fan. I'm not crazy and stalkerish, I swear!

[mf_luder_xf]

*revives you*

Thank you!! Hee, I find it interesting that everyone feels for Dean. I guess when I was writing it I was feeling more for Sam (same with the XF one, I was thinking more for Mulder than Scully). But I love a broken Dean so I am glad you did too.

Of course you may friend!!

[mahalia-baby.livejournal.com]

>=[

That's it. Next time I see Sam, I'm handcuffing him to the bed and burning the image of Jess outta him.


Nice, aren't I?

[mf_luder_xf]

LOL! Well, I'm going to take it that in making you angry at Sam it worked and was good? :-)

Thanks for reading.