Frustrations

[mf_luder_xf]

So I just need to share my frustrations with you. I know, you're all like whazza? But there'll be something good at the end, I promise.

1). krjgwekjtrgakjt!! Is there any way to go back and downgrade a program? I HATE the new iTunes. It stops playing, won't load, the songs skip--which, hello? Computer, not discs!! It's just awful and I want the last version back.

2). No matter what I do I cannot get my im program to work. I even deleted it and reloaded hoping that would fix the problem. But alas. I don't want to dl all the prgrams individually because I'm so very near the limit of my c drive. And I'm so frustrated because I can't talk to any of you!! Not you guys and not my RL friends and family. ARGH.

3). My fics are just being a pain in the ASS. I am very frustrated with one in general and another won't get back in my head, and a third...where is my porn muse?!? It's annoying. Very annoying since those of you wanting me to finish my WIPs came in second on my poll. The one good thing is I mananged to write an entire Heroes fic yesterday and I think its pretty good. So that's one down.

4). I have no desire to do my homework. Like moreso than usual. This is bad.

I'll have a Christmas theme post later today, I think.

Also, thanks all for taking my poll! If you still want to, go back two posts and let me know what you want me to do!

Now onto the prezzie for you listening to me. I found this via Bianca. Philiater makes great manips and I especially loved some of last years Krycek Christmas ones. But now she's got Halloween ones and they're so cute! I love the LGM ones.

Halloween manips




LOL!

Comments

[unhobbityhobbit.livejournal.com]

I have no desire to do my homework. Like moreso than usual. This is bad.

Oh man, I had that for just about my entire life. But I survived school so you can, too!

Also, muses are fickle things, which can be annoying. I feel your pain.

[mf_luder_xf]

LOL I survive school just fine, but I have five papers due before or by mid December and tons of fics and I just don't have the energy. :-P

[siberian-skys.livejournal.com]

Your porn muse, too huh? Maybe it's with mine on a Caribbean island drinking umbrella drinks.

[mf_luder_xf]

*sighs* Probably. Stupid muse. *kicks*

*then offers gifts for it to come back*

[technosage.livejournal.com]

Mine took off for awhile too. Particularly with Heroes, the porn muse tends to get frustrated when the characters aren't seeing much of each other.

I have tricks for coaxing some of the characters out. Lemme know who's being the stubborn bitch and I'll share. *g*

And, yay, Heroes fic!

[mf_luder_xf]

The thing is (is it for Heores too lol) I can see the entire scene in my head to a pont. That bit, my brain just doesn't want to spit out onto paper in a way that makes it hott for the reader. The rest...well, its a first time fic and I've only done that twice before--once was het and I was so bad with writing het I had to cut the porn and only allude to it. The second, it was rough and needy and easier to write than this which has to be schmoopy (for slashfest prompt).

And I've got to get Peter to convince Nathan that he can be fucked. Got any tricks for that? ;-)

[technosage.livejournal.com]

Who needs to get fucked, Peter or Nathan? Cuz if it's Nathan, well, that's a bit of a trick. It can be done, but it's gotta be all about how he's controlling Peter by letting him fuck him.

Peter convincing Nathan to fuck him for the first time...jealousy works. Put an OMC anywhere near Peter. *nods* Make Peter flirt with some uber-hot guy because Nathan won't fuck him. Or let him tell Nathan someone else already has. Nathan will want to fuck that guy off him. *g* Or if he's scared that Peter was hurt, and he's 'punishing' him for being stupid. Or... hm. Also, Peter just getting on his hands and knees in the middle of the bed usually works. Hee!

[mf_luder_xf]

LOL It's Peter. I'm normally not a one-person-tops-only kind if girl but with these two...Peter is sooo the girl. LOL

I think that last ones going to be it. Like I said, everything's got to be schmoopy and Peter just graduated, so he's gonna convince Nathan he's old enough to do it now.

But the jealousy...oh, that could spawn another fic. You know, you're just as bad at giving plot bunnies as I am...LOL

*blows kisses* Thank you!

[technosage.livejournal.com]

Dude. So yes. Peter is the bottom. Nelly bottom. I just didn't want to like come out and be all "OMG NO" if you wanted to write Peter topping an encounter. I could MAYBE see Nathan topping him so hard from below there was no difference except where the parts got arranged, but, like, that would be a stretch.

(*sigh* Why do I now have this INSANE desire to write Nathan riding Peter's cock and coming all over his chest and face? *sigh* Tell me I shouldn't even bother to try. Really. Please. I can already feel the justification of it creating itself in my head.)

Sorry about the bunnies... *hangs head* Didna mean to. Really!

[mf_luder_xf]

Ack, sorry it took so long to respond, but out of town and now homeowrk...anyway.

Heh. Yes, Peter is the one person I would totally call a Nelly bottom. LOL He's just...so bottom-y. *scratches head* I can't explain it any better than that.

And actually, you should totally do that. If anyone could write that, you could. *nods and pokes*

[motorwill.livejournal.com]

Philiater's manips never fail to brighten my day. They crack me up!

[mf_luder_xf]

Hee. Me too.

[inderpal.livejournal.com]

I am in love with those manips and yay Heroes fic. \o/

I hate school and homework right now, it's just so demandig ad keeps pushing me around and I hate that. But it's good that you remind me ... I seem to have forgotte to do my homework. *runs off to do it*

[mf_luder_xf]

Haha, aren't they hilarious?

I know, I was so relieved that I got one done and out of the way.

Haha--good luck with the homework!

[crimsonsenya.livejournal.com]

Skinner has developed some serious pectoralis over there!! And Scully is in a leopard Tarzan&jane bikini. Marita is really cute though. :)

Do you have a IM program that covers all the most common known ones? I haven't been able to get YahooIM to work ever since installing the upgrade and I've heard many others have had problems too.

Your ficmuse has probably been subconsciously pushed aside by the essaymuse in your brains. I've been poking you a lot about the WIPs, but you finish when you have space and time and inspiration. We, your fans, are patient. A good thing is worth the wait. :)
*squeezes you tight*

[mf_luder_xf]

LOL He's HUGE, I know!! Cracked me up.

Yeah, I had GAIM, which covers everything. I've even tried the LJ one but its not compatible with my computer for God knows why. *sighs*

Ah, I don't know where they've gone. I thought I had a whole new part done...and then it seems not. And its refusing to change even though I know it should. It just doesn't want to. :-P

I'm hoping since I'll be home this weekend with very little internet access I'll have a chance to settle down and both write the paper thats due Monday and work with my fics.

And you are so sweet!! You give me confidence. *squeezes back* Thank you. ♥

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[griva-x.livejournal.com]

Is it my failing sight or Mulder has 6 fingers?

OMG, it's a CLONE! ;)

...and Skinner seems to be...bursting not only in his upper region. /points at his loincloth/ Ehh. Size does matter, eh? Mulder is way too jealous. /points at icon/

Re: d

[mf_luder_xf]

His fingers sorta overlap with Marita's.

Haha!! Oh, Skinner.

[http://users.livejournal.com/__3amconfession/]

My fics are just being a pain in the ASS.

HAH. You can't be mad at me now because I want to punch a hole in the wall every time I try to work on TSO or TBRK.

*pets you anyway for all your problems*

[mf_luder_xf]

Haha, I'm never mad, I totally understand. I just have to make sure you don't quit working on them. I won't let you drop them. Just like I have no intention of dropping these, but they're being annoying.

BTW, did you ever get Mothmen P3 read?

[ckrazy32.livejournal.com]

I've had to force myself to do my homework lately. Not that I've ever enjoyed it, but I actually used to have some motivation, unlike now. Thanks a lot, college. *kicks*

[mf_luder_xf]

I know. I can't even force myself. I can't even force myself to go to class. God, why are my classes so boring that I don't want to go?

I hear yah, Dean. *points to icon*