mf_luder_xf: (SPN Cas)
Ok, obviously, this fic has been Joss'd to Hell and back (lol, especially the Crowley bit), but seeing the Campbell's dungeon where they keep the monsters reminded me I even wrote it. So I figured I'd repost. Because it's unlikely you'll get any more fic from me until Christmas time due to school and my thesis. D:

Title: in the space between
Author: MF Luder
Pairing: gen, tiny reference to canon Dean/Lisa
Keywords: episode coda (5x22)
Rating: PG
Word Count: ~1800
Warnings: None
Spoilers: 5x22 “Swan Song”
Disclaimer: All characters herein belong to Kripke and Co. and the CW.
Archive: My LJ, anywhere else, please let me know
Summary: Castiel is patient.
Feedback: skin.walker2y5@gmail.com
Author’s Notes: Written for [livejournal.com profile] haruslex 's We Know what Cas Did Last Summer comment meme. First posted here.

in the space between )
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So, now that my [livejournal.com profile] castielfest fic is done, I felt that I could edit my final [livejournal.com profile] blindfold_spn fic and repost. I suddenly feel prolific. Don't worry, this trend will drop off soon. Now back to writing my [livejournal.com profile] spnrarepairs fic. *facepalm*

Title: these days (the world's getting colder).
Author: MF Luder
Pairing: always-a-girl!Dean/Castiel
Keywords: het, genderswitch, angst, PWP, pregnancy, established relationship
Rating: NC-17
Word Count: ~2,400
Warnings: references to drug and alcohol abuse
Spoilers: general season 5
Disclaimer: All characters herein belong to Kripke and Co. and the CW.
Archive: My LJ, anywhere else, please let me know
Summary: If he could, he'd melt into her, get inside her so deep she couldn't ever get rid of him. Despite everything, he'd die a thousand times over if it meant keeping Deanna and their child safe.
Feedback: skin.walker2y5@gmail.com
Author’s Notes: Written for [livejournal.com profile] blindfold_spn on the prompt: Dean is pregnant with Castiel's child. She's about halfway through the pregnancy and is absolutely wild with hormones. Castiel can barely keep her satisfied. Originally posted here.
Author's Notes 2: This is part of my always-a-girl!Dean 'verse.  (Sorry, no clever title for it, yet.  Feel free to suggest one.lol) I expect more to be forthcoming at some point, but this is NOT a WIP. Each story will be part of the verse and connected, but a whole entity of its own.  The time-line will not be consistent, but will make sense. Basically, don't expect regular updates, but look forward to more. This fic can be read alone, but it makes more sense if taste of sin. is read first.


these days (the world's getting colder). )
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Title: Shadows Filled Up With Doubt
Author: MF Luder
Recipient: [livejournal.com profile] amor_remanet
Pairing: Dean/Castiel, Castiel/OFC, intimated Dean/OFC
Keywords: slash, het, apocalypse, character death, established relationship, alternate universe
Rating: R
Word Count: ~11,600
Warnings: torture, drug use, character death
Spoilers: 5x4, “The End”
Disclaimer: All characters herein belong to Kripke and Co. and the CW.
Archive: My LJ, anywhere else, please let me know
Summary: When Dean begins to torture again, Castiel slowly loses pieces of himself.
Author's Notes: Filling this request: 5.04-verse: established Dean/Cas. Remember in "On the Head of A Pin" when Cas says, "I would give anything for you not to have to do this" about Dean torturing Alastair? After losing his Grace, basically-human!Cas picks up the taste for pain meds, but for the most part, he's sober more often than not. When Dean starts torturing again, it takes its toll on Cas too for [livejournal.com profile] castielfest. Title taken from Jace Everett's “Bad Things,” another prompt. And umm, I sorta of included two of your DNWs so I'm hoping you'll forgive me since it is a 5x4 fic. D:
Author’s Notes 2: This is a little twist on 5x4 in that there is no past!Dean. Thus, the ending is a tish different. Make of that as you will. Bastardized a few lines from the show as well.
Author's Notes 3: Finally, the BIGGEST of apologies to the mods and to my recipient [livejournal.com profile] amor_remanet for being so incredibly tardy with this.

Shadows Filled Up With Doubt )
mf_luder_xf: (SPN D/C heart)
Title: Holiest Temptation
Author: MF Luder
Pairing: Dean/Castiel
Keywords: slash, kink, established relationship, PWP
Rating: NC-17
Word Count: ~2400
Warnings: felching
Spoilers: none
Disclaimer: All characters herein belong to Kripke and Co. and the CW.
Archive: My LJ, anywhere else, please let me know
Summary: Dean has a plan.
Feedback: skin.walker2y5@gmail.com
Author’s Notes: Written for [livejournal.com profile] blindfold_spn on the prompt: Dean/Castiel; Dean fucking Castiel until he comes, then licking Castiel out. Originally posted here.

Holiest Temptation )
mf_luder_xf: (SPN 5x4!Cas)
Title: taste of sin.
Author: MF Luder
Pairing: always-a-girl!Dean/Castiel
Keywords: het, genderswitch, angst, PWP
Rating: NC-17
Word Count: ~3700
Warnings: references to drug and alcohol abuse
Spoilers: general season 5
Disclaimer: All characters herein belong to Kripke and Co. and the CW.
Archive: My LJ, anywhere else, please let me know
Summary: Love is bittersweet at the end of the world.
Feedback: skin.walker2y5@gmail.com
Author’s Notes: The idea for this struck me one day as I went for a drive (Dean and I have that in common; driving helps us escape). As for where the genderswitch came from...I don't question the muses anymore or they get mad at me. Set in 5x4 'verse. HUGE thanks to my two betas who not only agreed to beta het (weird, I know, right?), but were very patient with me as well: [livejournal.com profile] rhymephile and [livejournal.com profile] siberian_skys. Love you both!
Author's Notes 2: This is what I imagine Deanna looks like most days. This, too.

taste of sin )
mf_luder_xf: (SPN Dean&Cas)
Title: I won’t grieve; it’s not yet time.
Author: MF Luder
Pairing: Dean/Castiel
Keywords: pre-slash, ust, episode coda
Rating: G
Word Count: ~3,400
Warnings: None
Spoilers: 5x22 “Swan Song”
Disclaimer: All characters herein belong to Kripke and Co. and the CW.
Archive: My LJ, anywhere else, please let me know
Summary: Castiel never said goodbye.
Feedback: skin.walker2y5@gmail.com
Author’s Notes: Title stolen from my new fav song “Breathe” by Superchick. Also, this has officially been Kripked by the new casting news, but I have never been so excited to have something tossed out the window as I am now. Betaed by the awesome [livejournal.com profile] rhymephile who was very kind to help me in the midst of moving. ♥

I won't grieve; it's not yet time. )
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This isn't a full story despite the fact that it's being posted in a journal entry. It was simply too long for comment fic. Thus, no title, no warning other than slash, maybe heavy PG-13. Enjoy.

Written for [livejournal.com profile] daria234 for the 5 Acts meme with this prompt: 2. Two people in a shower or bath, one naked, one clothed.

(Also, you know what I want to know? Why can't I just sit down and write an actual fic like this? 2 hours straight and poof, I'm done. Sigh.)

Fic )
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Two in like, two weeks. Amazing, huh?

Title:
Lacrimosa
Author: MF Luder
Pairing: future!Dean/future!Castiel, Dean/future!Castiel referred to
Keywords: slash, angst
Warnings: drugs
Rating: R
Word Count: 1,552
Spoilers: 5x04, “The End”
Disclaimer: They belong to the CW, Kripke, and whoever produces the show.
Archive: My LJ, anywhere else, just let me know.
Summary: As an angel, he’d felt so much. Not physically. Feeling transcended the physical plane. Instead, he’d felt the souls and minds of all around him. He’d felt God’s creation pulse with life. He had felt the universe spin. Now, there was nothing.
Feedback: skin.walker2y5@gmail.com
Author's Notes: Companion to Hi, I'm Icarus; I'm Falling. It's highly recommended you read that one first. This was originally an outtake. Then it expanded and got the better of me. Lacrimosa is Latin for “weeping”. Part of a sequence in the Requiem mass. Translation at the end. Big fat thank you to my beta [personal profile] siberian_skys who is kind enough to put up with me, fix my commas, and listen to my whining.

Lacrimosa )
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So, according to my tags, the last time I posted a fic was just over a year ago. The last time I posted a Supernatural fic? 2.5 years ago! Well, hell. I'm going to hope this jump starts the muse for my two SPN WIPs (actually, I had started over the summer and then got distracted again). But it might have to wait until Thanksgiving; school's a bitch (God love grad school). Isn't that always the problem, though?

Whatever, I'm excited I wrote something and it's all thanks to Castiel.

Title: Hi, I’m Icarus; I’m Falling
Author: MF Luder
Pairing: Dean/future!Castiel, future!Dean/future!Castiel referred to
Keywords: slash, dub-con, PWP, angst
Warnings: asphyxiation kink, dubious consent (these are both so small I say only those very weak of fanfic heart should worry), drugs
Rating: NC-17
Word Count: 4,443
Spoilers: 5x04, “The End”
Disclaimer: They belong to the CW and all the producers.
Archive: My LJ, anywhere else, just let me know.
Summary: “You are, though. And you’ll never change. If there’s one thing I learned about you, it’s that. You’re a stubborn bastard. Just try not to take me down with you this time. Not to say it hasn’t been fun. Generally.”
Feedback: skin.walker2y5@gmail.com
Author's Notes: I’d had a 5x4 tag in mind. This is not it. This is merely porn. Carry on. Title from Regina Spektor’s song, Lacrimosa. Because I still can’t come up with titles on my own. Big thank you to my beta, [livejournal.com profile] rhymephile who was very quick and very good at fixing my awkward phrasing.

Companion fic to Lacrimosa.

Hi, I'm Icarus; I'm Falling )
mf_luder_xf: (SPN Dean and Jess)
Bout time, eh? As always HUGE thanks to my betas [livejournal.com profile] xscribe and [livejournal.com profile] siberian_skys who haven't a) given up on me yet, and b) are very patient with me.

Part 1 and the HUGE header can be found here

Part 5 Wow! )
mf_luder_xf: (SPN S&D)
LOL Yes, I totally cheated and used a translation for that. Pffft, I can say like three words in Spanish, five in French, six in Italian, and like ten in Russian. I am no Daniel Jackson, that's for sure.

But anyway, this is just so neat, I had to share. I got some lovely feedback on my One Thing I Can't Tell Him and the person asked if they could translate it into Spanish feeling there was an audience for it, and so I was like, sure! And so...my fic now comes to you ala Espanol here and here. No clue if it's verbatium, but I trust the person and hey, my name and website are attached. I'm happy. *G*

And for my own curiosity...

[Poll #956772]
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First off, I say "BAH" to tonight's game. Well, at least [livejournal.com profile] siberian_skys is happy.

It's been about a month since I wrote a fic because of all my crazy computer issues. So, to get back in the "saddle", I went with a little idea that had been nagging at me from back when that fic idea meme came about. I just wanted to get something out there, so hopefully, it's not too rough. Hell, I kind of surprised myself. It turned out longer than planned, much pornier, and way darker than I ever thought I could write. Oy.

Title: And What Rough Beast
Author: MF Luder
Pairing: Sam/Dean
Keywords: Wincest, slash, non-con, horror, evil!Sam, dark!fic, masturbation
Rating: NC-17
Spoilers: Vague Houses of the Holy
Disclaimer: All characters herein belong to Kripke and Co. and the CW.
Archive: My LJ, Sam/Dean Archive, Sinful Desires, Biani's Slash Archive, anywhere else, please just let me know.
Summary: “I remember, Dean. There was a time I asked you to make sure and shoot me if I went evil. You promised. You made a promise to me. You’ve always kept your promises. You should have kept that one.”
Warning: When I say dark fic, I mean it. Hints of non-con, horror, and probably some things that would turn a weak person’s stomach. Read at your own risk.
Feedback: Mulder_Loves_Scully_Forever@hotmail.com
Author's Notes: When there was that little fic request meme going around, [livejournal.com profile] __3amconfession asked for evil!Sam. I think I even outdid myself. Unbetaed.
Extended warning including fic spoiler at the end.

And What Rough Beast )

Extended warning, including fic spoiler )
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Once upon a time a little Lucy once said that she would never write a crossover with a crossed pairing. Sometimes, she wonders why she ever thinks about constraining herself, because inevitably, she breaks such rules. This is why she does not make New Year's resolutions.

Title: Slash and burn, return, listen to yourself churn.
Author: MF Luder
Fandom: Heroes/ Supernatural
Pairings: Peter/Dean, hints of Sam/Dean and Peter/Nathan
Keywords: incest, Petrellicest, Wincest, apocalypse, crossover
Rating: NC-17
Spoilers: Nothing specific
Disclaimer: Heroes belongs to Tim Kring and NBC. Supernatural belongs to Kripke and the CW
Prompt: Peter/Dean, Snowfall (at the end of the world)
Summary: "I never imagined it'd end like this. I always thought it'd be some demon show-down. Some kind of final war between good and evil."
Author's Notes: First italic quote from an REM song by the same name. Title taken from the same song. Second italic quote from the movie The Lion in Winter. Originally intended for [livejournal.com profile] technosage's Heroes pornathon, but it turned a little too angsty for me to think of it fitting there. Unbetaed, though some cutting done with the advice of [livejournal.com profile] siberian_skys.

Slash and burn, return, listen to yourself churn. )
mf_luder_xf: (SPN hollow)
So after some hardcore frustration and amazing fast beta work, I present you all with my first fic in...well, it feels like forever. I am getting it out even sooner than planned thanks to my worship-worthy betas. So THANK YOU both!!

Written to fulfill one of [livejournal.com profile] robinchristine's Christmas wishes.

Title: Lullaby
Category: Dean/Sam, Wincest, schmoop, pre-series
Summary: And if you wake before I'm gone, remember this sweet lullaby.

Lullaby )
mf_luder_xf: (Default)
After a lot of thought and ponderance...here's part four of Ides of the Mothmen.

Part 1 and the HUGE header can be found here

Part 4 )
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A few things before we get to the fic. First off--go vote!!! I don't care who, just do your civic duty!

And second, I love what a bundle of contridictions us Minnesotans are. We wear sweatshirts and shorts in 30 degree weather. I was traversing some neighborhoods tonight and this is what I saw. Green grass. Check. Brown leaves on the ground and dead trees. Check. Winter decorations (xmas lights, giant snowflakes, etc). Check. And people grilling. Check. No matter what, we got all the seasons happening here in MN. LOL!!

Finally, I have fic for you. Part 3 of The Ides of the Mothmen. I feel like its been awhile.

Mothmen P3 this way... )
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Ok, so this is sorta of like a trial run? Not really like that but something. As in, I want to see what kind of reaction this fic gets. If people like it, I'll write more and have all next parts betaed and lengthy like most of my stuff, but in the meantime, it was basically written because [livejournal.com profile] lexalot made beautiful art that inspired this bit and who am I to refuse? :-)

Title: Fallen is Babylon the Great
Author: MF Luder
Category: Sam/Dean
Keywords: horror, slash, AU, post apocalypse
Rating: PG-13
Spoilers: None
Disclaimer: They belong to the CW and Kripke.
Archive: Sam/Dean Archive, my LJ, Biani's Slash Archive, Sinful Desire, anywhere else, please just let me know.
Summary: A broken world where there are worse evils than the Demons Hunters used to hunt.
Feedback: Mulder_Loves_Scully_Forever@hotmail.com
Author's Notes: The brothers are not related here. Total inspiration comes from [livejournal.com profile] lexalot's gorgeous manip of a hunter Demon!Dean. Title taken from Revelations. Unbetaed.

Fallen is Babylon the Great )

PS--Anyone know if they're not related...is it still considered Wincest? *is pondering about which comms to post to*
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It has finally happened. Another update on one of my WIPs. This is very exciting. I may even have to throw old New Year's Eve confetti into the air. Many, many thanks to [livejournal.com profile] siberian_skys for doing a quick beta once she got to it. I promise your icons shall be done once I get back.

Title: Ides of the Mothmen
Author: MF Luder
Category: Sam/Dean, OFC, Dean/OFC
Summary: A simple poltergeist case turns into something much more haunting and mysterious. Clues towards an impending disaster are around every twist and turn, and three people seem to have the key. When Dean begins experiencing visions, will Sam think he's going crazy? How much can Dean take before he breaks?

Part 1 and the HUGE header can be found here

Ides of the Mothmen, Part 2 )

BLR Part 2

Sep. 27th, 2006 12:57 am
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Part 2 )

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